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Saturday, May 5, 2012

mei.

an awkward moment bila suddenly aku terasa macam nak kena telan balik semua kata-kata aku. :) 

bukan senang nak buat orang suka kita. :) bukan senang nak buat orang puas hati dengan kita. see.. im bleeding. :( :'( okay im not gonna cry again. but well u know, lonely is my friend rite now. :) 

okay semua kawan ada dengan aku. i know that. but to see everybody around me has someone, to hold on, to count on, to be with you no matter what, to stay with you and to laugh with you, while im here, with nobody to share every moment like that in my life, its really pathetic. :) 

it will rain, holes inside, heroes *at the last night we were a couple. :) , when u look me in the eyes. unintended , they're still there. still. :) still running in my empty mind actually. for everything that happened between me and the someone. the place we go. where we stand, the movies that we watched. how i wanna hold someone else like that but i cant. and still i kept all those tickets. all our tags of the place that we go. the time, the date. God, y u make it so hard to let go this one person. :( we're not meant to be together. why u didnt  listen to my pray? its hard u know. walking alone. watching everybody else while im alone. yeah like u said syariena, i really need somebody. 

jujurlah dengan aku, aku takkan bersuara apa pun. :) tak perlu buang aku. aku sedar apa betol apa salah dalam hidop aku. :) cuma kengkadang, let go of that person, its hard. yeah its hard. aku mengaku tu. and im trying. bagila aku masa. aku still x da sokongan nak bantu aku bangun. :) sebab yang diharap tak datang, yang dipilih tak sudi. :) 

nite.

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